Least Favorite Things

I really dislike not being motivated and I also dislike that I am naturally a procrastinator because it takes a lot to motivate me. Even on Christmas morning it takes a lot for me to show a bit of excitement or gratefulness. I'm pretty ambivalent and indifferent about things which is a blessing and a curse.

I want this blog to mean something. What or to who I don't know but I want it to matter. Because I want it to matter, it bothers me quite a bit that I'm so unmotivated to sit down and write now that I am home. I don't have anything to write about here it seems. My life is pretty much the same everyday and I don't feel like I'm learning anything new anymorw. How do you go about 7 months of that???

Hopefully this little bout of burnout with pass and I can get back to finding meaning in my day to day life and not just feel like I've been on autopilot. 

Helping, "Hop", Tacos

The Boredom Saga continued today as I had nothing to do once again. I took today to finish addressing my graduation announcements and watching even more movies. "Avatar" is a glorified "Pocahontas." "Beautiful Creatures" was really confusing. "Hop" was cute but underwhelming. "Tangled" wins at life.

I also spent some time today helping a good friend out with some issues she has been having. I gave her the best advice I could think of and then she sent me the picture above. I couldn't have said it better myself.

Taco Bell finished the day. Happy Easter everyone.

Boredom: The Struggle

I guess this is what I get for skipping class today (we were watching a movie at 9 in the morning... There is no point). 

I really don't think I've ever been this bored. I've watched multiple shows and movies and played every iPad and iPod game that I own. I've read countless forum and blog posts, stalked Vine and Twitter, and spent WAY too many hours on Facebook today. 

Is this what being done feels like? Technically speaking I could be working on study guides for the two tests I have in two weeks but if I do them now then I won't have anything to do later. I got so bored earlier I thought about cleaning my apartment. 

I cannot handle being this bored but I have nothing to do and no one to go hang out with. Sfnusinguosdsdjkdsbgoisdbgsdliniodsgn.