You're Not the Only One

The clinic has been cleaned, Dr. Hundley has learned what a Zebra sounds like, and I have experienced (interesting) Thai food. Once my practicum finished at the clinic, we headed to this little shop called Purple Orchid Thai. It was very hot in this restaurant and that was making me grumpy. The consensus once most of us got our food was that it was eh. I was the last to receive sustenance and it wasn't very good. Let us just say that we probably wouldn't recommend it. 

I Think It Goes

So today I had a breakdown about this last week of class. I also thought about what I want my project tomorrow to look like. AND I finally finished watching Wall Street for the paper that I due Tuesday that I have not started yet.

So yeah. fun.

I'm so tired and it's been a bad day and I don't get to see Kayla while she's here. I have to deal with my own procrastination tomorrow and do my multicultural portfolio. Mejdnzjcnxjsjdnv

Rain, Rain Go Away

I slept in and didn't prepare food for work  so I shoved PBandJ stuff in a bag and hoped for the best. My foot put threw a fit because it was accidentally stepped on by one of the managers yesterday. The rain made it impossible for me to go visit with Alexis for her birthday at Magic Kingdom. 

And then I made a terrible dinner decision. 

Such a great day.

There's Two Kinds of Prayers on Your Knees

And I used one today except I was just sitting in the car. Today was agitating. From the moment it started at 5:55 this morning it was just bad. My technology didn't work, I was late for work, I was coached at work (for something that three people then went and did exactly like I did it and it was okay), and then I was told that the counseling style I am comfortable with I need to stop doing. Today was agitating, infuriating, saddening, and painful. I did not like today. And now I get to go to bed. 

hmmm, Whatcha Say

It has been a pretty average day minus it being the real Valentine's Day. And the fact that I feel worse. I've been sick for like two weeks now and I'm just not sure what to do. Doctors are expensive!

Anyway, I should have gone to bed three hours ago seeing as tomorrow is the day from hel- I mean Monday. 5 AM. UGHHH. But, instead I played Sims (there is a really good quest right now guys) and made a spread sheet of apartments. We are going to pick from this list dangnabit. We have some exclusion criteria but in theory we would like a one bedroom apartment that allows pets, has a washer and dryer, and is in a neighborhood that isn't going to get us shot. So what do I do? I fall in love with a two bedroom house/apartment thing that is in an area known as Crime Hills. Go me guys, go me.


I'm just going to go cough myself to sleep now. Peace.

Wait. Forgot. Thanks again to my wonderful boyfriend who gave me such a nice early Valentine's Day night last night! It was so sweet and I loved it so much!

Sometimes I Cannot Feel My Face

And sometimes I can because of nasal congestion and general nose pain. Aside from that, Peter and I had an entertaining date night. We looked at apartments, played video games (Inintroduced him to flappy bird), talked about some politics, and found food items (FREE CHIPOTLE!!) so that was nice. 

Now to pass out so that I can go to work and then be all pretty for early Valentine's Day activities.

Peace ya'll

It's My Life

And it's chaotic. Like this morning. When I scared myself awake because I didn't set an alarm because passed out. Where I discovered that my hot chocolate from last night spilled and I then spent the next hour and half covered in oxyclean. Only to spend another hour getting ready for practicum where everything was just out of sorts. And then group. 

Group went better than we expected. These kids will be difficult to reach for certain things but that will just mean more things to learn. Not to start planning for our next session. Or we could just sleep? 

I'm definitely ready for sleep. 

Well almost, I should take my killer eyeliner off and brush my teeth. Goodnight 

I Just Know It.

Waking up at five am is going to be the death of me I just know it. But I did it, again. Today I didn't do signage though. Instead I got to clean which was just absolutely wonderful *sigh*

Anyway, the day carried on and soon enough it was time to clock out. Peter and I decided to do some apartment hunting and we went and looked at three possible living spaces. Out of the three, only one was acceptable (AND it is the one I've been fawning over for the last month so props to me) which is nice I guess. I have a sticky note in progress of all the other places I am willing to look at and then I'll visit the website of each one to write more details and make a spread sheet. I SWEAR I am not a type A personality >.>

I finished the night with hot chocolate and donuts from Dunkin because I wanted them and I have no self control. Yum. Sleep.

It's Electrifying

Today has been a long day especially since I did not nap. My supervision was canceled due to illness but I'll have it on Wednesday instead so it will be okay. Ilysa and I made a pretty stellar wellness worksheet for the kiddos in group on Thursday which is awesome. She typed it up and it is very nice. I really hope that the kids respond well to the idea of create a plan to help them better themselves and understanding balance. I already know I'm going to get attached to them rather quickly so it will be good for my development as a counselor to be able to learn not to be so invested in my child clients. 

Shut Up and Dance With Me

HE COVERED IT AGAIINNN!! I wish I could upload the video from the blogger app but it hates me. 

I stood in the rain for two and a half hours, battled some older ladies in a golf cart wheel chair thing, dealt with two girls who got angry at me in Spanish, and then found Danielle. Together we stood in the freezing cold rain for another hour and half and then Hunter came on and he was wonderful and it was so much fun and this is a really badly written sentence. I'm so tired.

I'm So Sick

Not really but this cough is going to drive me nuts for the rest of the weekend. 

I GOT TO SLEEP IN TODAY!! AND PETER TOOK ME TO OUTBACK FOR DATE NIGHT!! Now to go back to sleep because exhaustion. 

I Don't Want Good and I Don't Want Good Enough

Today has been another long day and I am so excited to go to bed in a few minutes. Any way, work was exciting but dragged on since I don't feel very well. I have another day of work tomorrow and then FOUR DAYS OF NO WORK AND HUNTER HAYES ON SATURDAY! 

Also! Looking for apartments is hard. Nothing seems to exist that has what we are looking for, is in an okay location, and isn't going to be far from everythiinnngggggg. 

I Feel Fiiinnneeee

Mondays are going to kill me. 5am wake up call to be at the store by 7 to do all these things. THEN I go to supervision for my clients then to class. I need to start packing a bigger lunch box.

I'm

So

Tired

You Can Set Yourself on Fire

And I did just that today in the motivation department! That long shift that I talked about yesterday started today at 7 in the morning which meant that I had to be awake and functioning enough to pack lunch by 5:30. FIVE THIRTY IN THE MORNING! There was FROST on my windshield. The whole thing was ridiculous. 

Anyway, I managed to wake myself up and get out the door on time (this is an amazing feat for me) so I'm proud of that. At work I got to work as a pair with another castmember (Adam, his name is Adam) so that we could sign the whole store and make sure everything was right. AND WE DID THAT TOO! LOOK AT US! 

I folllowed work up with a two hour nap and then sat through class. Class was not interesting and all I wanted to do was go home and nap. But as the fates would have it, I got home and immediately wasn't tired. Instead of sleeping, I made some food, did some laundry, and went over what I accomplished last week (Pictures one) versus what I need to accomlish this week (Picture 2). Lets just say  need to work on actually finishing the things I write down. 

This is Exactly What Has to be Done

(Those are obscure lyrics from a Hollywood Undead song btw.) 

I don't have any big announcement that coincides with my title, those lyrics just happen to speak to me.

I'm very tired A., and B., I am overwhelmed. Today started with work followed by a trip to Universal (where I looked hella cute representing Slytherin house) and then apartment research. This doesn't seem like a terrible day right? I just realized so many things about  my financial status and future responsibilities throughout today that I just kind of want to be done with life. I would like to check out of adulthood now, where are my crayons? 

Song 2

Today has been hard. Unexpected surprises, driving back from Tampa, and a long shift at work are not my favorite things to have happen in one day. But they did. I arrived home from work around 9:55 and I have been planning Disney things ever since. I decided to give Peter's mom a day at Disney for her birthday so he and I have been working on getting all of those details ironed out.

Long days throw me off kilter. I just don't know how to do them anymore. I was the champion at staying awake (waking up, not so much) and I was pretty good at being constantly on the go but I just feel so drained. The next few weeks probably aren't going to help that at all. Cue the extra dose of worry and stress? 

Six Hours Standing

Waking up at 7 in the morning after two days of being able to sleep till whenever you want was not easy. What else was not easy was standing and walking for 6 hours back at work. There is the part of my foot that is having to keep my balance now because my toe can't so it had tripled in size by the time I came home today. Speaking of coming home, the first thing I did was nap for three hours. Mostly because I was tired but also to get away from my foot and toe hurting so badly. The rest of the night was spent elevating said foot and icing said foot. There was a minor break for my favorite Mexican food but then it went right back to trying to fix my foot.

One More Missed

So I missed yesterday's post but in my defense I was running on like 5 hours of sleep and the bus had no wifi. AND then I had to work! When I came home, after doing action x, y, and z to prevent bed bugs and crying in the shower from exhaustion, I HAD TO GO TO BED. I finally passed out at 8 pm 

Magical Friday Chronicles

3:30 am: The heater lulled me to sleep at 9:30 right after we got home from the holiday festivities. I passed out in my tribal print sweater dress and really pretty makeup until around 2:30 am when the heater woke me up with its death grip on my throat ( the heat made my throat close up). I decided to take off my holiday outfit and clean my face before heading back to sleep. This was interrupted by a phone call from Kayla who had just finished work because of Black Friday and wanted to talk on her way home. Now I am going to start re reading Mockingjay in order to fall back asleep.

6:30am: I have finished the book for the fifth time since 2012. I have not gone back to sleep. I don't understand.

8:00am I now have to get up from the hour of sleep I was able to acquire and cook corn casserole for work before I go in at 10:30. I'M SO TIRED. I have decided to pay for everyone's breakfast if someone will go get McDonalds.

6:00pm Work ended early for me but I had to wait for my sister to be finished with her nail appointment. Work was... a feat. I'm not really sure where to begin. All I know is I am now headed to find some sort of sleeping position.